History Does Not Repeat Itself; Its Pattern Does.

I read this from a book. It's pretty true, indeed.

A few months ago there was a relationship triangle between my friends. And whenever there's a third person in a triangle the relationship is not going to work.

It happened on me, yesterday.

This girl who was a great friend, or perhaps technically a "girlfriend" in grade 2 added me on MSN and we started chatting. She started off asking if I have a girlfriend or not and my answer was the affirmation. Further on she mentioned if I had space in my heart for her she'd "rethink" the chances of loving me.

6 years we were separated.

But there's no problem. The only problem is my current one.

Recently I found out she is more obscene than I could imagine, and the feelings started to die out for some reason. I don't know if it is because of this new girl, or is it because of her "attitude" in texting in not like before, or... she is just not the type of person I am looking for or whatever.

There are many "I don't know"s now.

History does not repeat itself, its pattern does. It happened thrice - each on different people but in the same friendship circle. If this "pattern" is a relationship triangle, then the result is not appealing. Not how I see it to be.

"All you can do is wait."


That is what my friend told me. I agree. I don't know what is going to happen the next second. If you ask me what the future of this case might be I can only say it's like the weather - changing all the time. This morning was sunshine and just now it rained heavily.

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