It has only been 3 days of school but really stressful for me. Homeworks are piling up in the to-do list, friends are leaving, gotta deal with the fish which Mum has been really enthusiastic about for some random reasons recently, and relationship is broken forever...
Last night I was cold-battling my ex, trying to ignore all her comments and provoking her via my Facebook statuses telling her I actually guessed that she have been cheating on me and bla bla bla. I'm not exactly sure if that is the best idea but all I know is that another friend wanted to prank call her as a revenge.
And then of course dealing with the ever-changing seating plan is just another pain in the ass. Typos, amendments and as a semi-perfectionist I can't stand any single typo or factual mistake. So I have been updating things at a daily basis, which is kind of tiring.
I also have to practice piano and obviously I know 30-40 minutes a day won't bring any progress to me. But I can't stand practicing 2 hours a day, so that is kind of contradictory.
And of course many SmallWorlds and other foruming business to deal with. I never want to stop those because that is basically where I get in touch with the rest of the world and I just love forums so much, despite all the drama.
Perhaps there are other random things that are happening, because I am really stressed out. And weekends don't usually get exemptions... but I am trying to ignore whatever is happening so I can just enjoy the view from my window and... forget everything. At least it is 2 quiet days before 5 busy and drama-filled days.
However I do have to thank my friends for cheering me up after my breakup. Thank you all :)
And since I am bored today I might as well as write more that is not as relevant. I have often questioned myself why do I write so many personal things here, at times even my closest friends don't know. But I keep on telling myself no one is reading the blog - this is the comment I got when I was asking my friends about starting a blog. So I pour my heart and speak my mind here for I know no one is reading. And if you are.... well you know the bottom of my heart. Do comment and let me know you are reading! :)
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