Yes it's only 2 days out of the 9 long days of exam period.
But I am totally worn out already.
After day 1 of the exams I suffered from a whole body of itchiness and could not even focus on anything that night. Day 1 was maths and it basically killed everyone's confidence. Tonight I am just sitting in front of my computer with 0% productivity. But I'm not even half-way through my exams. I didn't even expect myself to be writing on the blog during my exam period.
It feels like it's the worst moment throughout the year - when there is already no one to support you, no one to talk to, no one to help you, and you are all alone in that huge battleship not knowing where to start, where to go or what to do. It's just standing there helplessly. Hundreds of battleships are all next to you, each worrying on their own. No one could help the others. Yet the bombs keep coming. All you could do it try to dodge away. But each bomb destroys your battleship more and more. Before you could repair it another bomb comes.
Where is the someone that you could talk to when you most need one?
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