Friends, Fate and 2010.

Another year almost passed. Perhaps tomorrow I will have time to review myself of what had happened throughout the year.

Tomorrow night, perhaps.

Night? Probably. No countdown outside for me.... staying home alone.

I wouldn't go out to a random mall and countdown by myself.... I'd rather be home if that's the case. And that's why I chose to stay at home.

One of my friends who have returned from the UK was hosting a sleepover. Darn it how much I wanted to go! But the next day I had to go to church. Normally I don't need to go to church on Saturdays, but it was a training session so I must attend. 10 in the morning. If I went to that sleepover I would be tired to death by then.

How many times have I mentioned on this blog all I wanted are friends to have fun together? I couldn't attend my friend's hang-outs during Summer, and now they returned, I still couldn't join their hang-outs!

Why do fate and friends have to contradict each other?

Every time I think about it, tears start to fall from my eyes. But what can I do?

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I feel speechless now.

I am typing really slowly.

There are no words in my mind. Nothing.

All I want is some fun time with friends.

Please?