Ever since grade 5, I make mock papers for myself to prepare myself for the exams. Since grade 6 I share with some of my friends, and grade 7 I started sharing it to a huge amount of friends via Facebook and other medias.
Every night my Facebook, MSN, phone and everything would be full of messages asking about the answers, sending them the papers, amendments and a lot more.
I am happy to share my stuff with people - it's helping anyway.
But when I look back after the exams, only a few people would say thanks. I don't mean I am someone who ought to be praised but I do think a little recognition and a little "thanks" give me the motivation to make the papers. Then again - everyone needs motivation and a "thanks".
Another lovely prove that I am still not recognized is that every time after the exams my Facebook, MSN and phone would be dead. I can't find anyone to talk with, no one would talk with me, and so I'd be rigid with boredom at home.
It often makes me think what I am in my friends' hearts.
Well at least since this summer some of my friends hang out with me together. I don't mind if it's just hanging out and they are talking all topics I have no idea what they are (I do admit I am not in the trend), it's still great to be given a chance to hang out with them, and to know that I am at least worth a little bit in their lives.
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A friend at church gave me a Christmas card yesterday. That person came and gave me the Christmas card. The dialogues were simple, "Christmas card, "Oh." I didn't know what to say in fact, it was too cold for me to respond. But when I opened it, I was so happy that someone gave me a Christmas card - at least I know someone treats me as a good friend. If you are reading this, thanks =]
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And finally - a Merry Christmas to you all! And a song I always love for Christmases:
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